Shocked (the way i/we feel) by eekdog
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the tragic news hits fae valley and Zlata is very heartbroken. she knows how bad that c word can be cause her son Zakk is going through it also. one day i will post a image of his comeback from it. i have not used him in awhile cause of it's nature and should have never wrote that into my Zlata series.
Zlata stepped in and wanted me to post this before the one i had done on Saturday.
i so much appreciate the visit and the enormous great sympathy you all have shared in the loss of a most wonderful lady here at rendo. Susan/Blush. i know she is smiling above and maybe crying a bit in the way so many of us feel in the loss of her. it still hurts mega lots, with all my probs in my life, i so feel lost as if someone tied a lead weight on me and tossed me in a lake. i still await a deposit from unemployment. when i first called 7 1/2 weeks ago they said it could take up to 4 weeks, so i called in 4 weeks, oh, that should take 6 weeks. so i call again. oh, that is taking 7 weeks maybe 8, crap, get it right guys! it will be 8 weeks on tuesday of next week. thank goodness i have food stamp program or i would not be eating much, but my dear mother would be helping me out as she always does. my dear mother was shocked in Susans passing and cried herself, cause Susan gave alot of support when she had colon cancer three years ago and is a survivor at it, but i DO NOT trust Cancer, that crap can creep back at anytime. and dear Susan went through that. if you read her homepage she mentions how she was a survivor too breast Cancer years ago. i also tried calling a few times to her son Bruce in her home state of Kentucky, all i got was a answering service, i think the number i have is for a cell phone and not a home phone. i left a few messages and told Bruce i would try in a few days and allow some healing time. i also sent a card on Sunday, just wish i could afford flowers for her, she so much loved them. but she is in the grace of the lord in heaven and walks in the most beautiful gardens ever with her caring and wonderful husband Danny. and most of all she no longer has to suffer from that dreaded C word. we love and miss you lots my lil sis. i thought i was a few years older then her, but she is two years older then i.
many thanks again for reading, your blessing for her and myself. so love you all. lol Steve
a poem another friend posted earlier i liked so much for dear Susan..
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
(by Jessica Blade)
Comments (72)
pimanjc
Wonderful dedication and rememberance, Steve.
Razor42
Beautiful sentiment, you express it so well. Wonderful memorial image.
coyoteviper
very interesting. love the view through the windows. nice touch.
brycek
Very lovely, Steve!!
clbsmiley
We have lost a dear lady. This dedi is wonderful.
Palaemon
This image is at a time funny and sad. It's a great idea !
Savage_dragon
I remember when your mom was going through it. So I know why it hits so close to home for you, my friend. Sending hugz...
tetrasnake
Very touching, Steve. I've been through it myself when I lost my aunt last year. Hugs, my friend.
GrandmaT
Magnificent work for Susan.
netsuke
A fine dedication.
doarte
You are a healer Steve and thank you for what you are.
Flint_Hawk
This is so touching!
RodS
Awwww - This is so moving, and indeed represents how many of us feel. You have created a piece full of love and feeling. You are a good and caring person, Steve, with a big, big heart. I am honored to call you my friend.
HopeFadesEternal
Beautiful dedication. I know too many people who have passed on due to that dreaded disease; my grandmother having fought it several times herself. I understand your distrust of in entirely.
Faemike55
Very beautiful dedication Steve. it is hard on all who care and love.
magnus073
This really was a very moving and lovely dedi you created, Steve. So many people here in the community have been hit by this dread disease or have family members who are.
donnena
may she rest in peace. I hope you find some peace, too.
Minda
amazing dedication steve.may she rest in peace..
SidheRoseGraphics
I know this has touched you very deeply. This is a wonderful tribute and dedication. I'm sure her son has lots of things to deal with right now besides his mothers passing, and is probably exhausted from it all. Yeah, give him awhile. I do hope CDLE/UI gets you your money soon Steve. I went through that with them too last year because for some reason they decided I was an 'alien' person in spite of the fact I've been in their database since the 80's. Got to love government employees :]
barryjeffer
All I can do is wish you all the best Steve... I know how it feels to lose people you love, lots of them... in many ways including cancer. I know Susan is smiling now. I will keep you in my thoughts.
Diemamker
Super Dedication!!... A terrible thing this Cancer!... I hope they find a cure for it someday!! I hope you find permanent work soon!..
misty7j3
Very nice touching dedication Steve.....the poem is beautiful also....nice work!!
Cimaira
Big hugs and lots of prayers to you!
bakapo
a sweet dedication. my heart aches for you right now too. I will miss seeing Susan here. I'm sorry you are going through tough times... I'm dealing with the exact same thing. unemployment sucks.
lisalisette
Wonderful and sweet dedication Steve.. big hugs to you
starship64 Online Now!
Beautiful remembrance.
zaigodou
Beautiful Condolence!!!
AdeyMack66
Great image :)
mikeerson
Very nice Steve.... I'm afraid to go through my list of favorite artists and see all who have passed. one of my friends VICE must of passed over 2 years ago, but never heard anything - he to had cancer and even came back to rendo when he told everybody he was leaving and was going to delete his gallery.... I often wonder what my very last post will look like - hopefully I'll know after passing - I would hope it to be one of my best. Susan's is unique - it's writings, no picture.
DennisReed
sweet