BIO
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I have fluctuated between writing things about my state of mind and writing about my life as we know it. Most of the time I'd just delete everything and leave it all blank. I've decided to just ramble on from time to time and let the crap stay. Kind of a log file, just as hard to understand, and just as worthless to most...
May 08 2009: Posted an issue I feel strongly about. Alienate a lot of people. Need to talk to someone. Tried talking to friends but we are all dealing with the same s#it - the loss of a friend. Tried here on Renderosity. Nobody will talk.
May 14 2009: Took some time off to let go of some anger. Hope to post again. I really want to delete everything. Been a member since 2003 so I know how it works. I am just getting so tired of everything.
May 18 2009: It's so desperately sad that my life has come to this. I had hoped there'd be something better for me. I used to think I had something to say. But my private ideologies gave me away. I tried to keep my mouth shut but it's always the same over and over and over again.Today I got it wrong again but it's not surprise. Once more heaven has forgotten me. So everybody clap your hands together and close your eyes, as I watch my world collapse. Don't waste your sympathy on me because I made this mess. My mistakes happen with so much success but I drag you all down into my sorry mess. I said I was sorry but it's always the same over and over and over again. I have been doomed from the first time I tried to find something to say I kept hidden inside. It would be much better if I just smiled and lied. ...
June 5, 2009: Things are not good. I know I should blog. No body reads this. Most web users skim at best. So I am safe in leaving behind scraps of mental illness in my wake. Things are NOT good..
July 10, 2009: It's all turned the s#it - i'ts ALL s#it.
November 25, 2015: I am amazed that I still breath. Whenever I begin to feel as if I have no Hope, I hear a whisper in my ear that reminds me I AM STRONG.
...at least for one more day.
Comments (12)
Jay7347
In a word..."outstanding!" Vote -jay
titta
And I can't express even a half what I'd like to, or what I see, and experience! Minimalist style that affects more than thousands of words and colours. Deeply emotional. And great design!
Synapse
This has to be one of your best for quite some time Yo, everything is perfectly balanced and the text is very much in keeping. The texture and half-obscured figure conveys so much frustration, it's very affecting indeed.
cbender
i feel... a different way - but i know a bit what you mean... i guess so... thanks
FearaJinx
Very creative and cool. Nice work!
gunsan
Have to agree fully with Jim here, I am impressed!
bevchiron
I'm with Jim on this one too Yo! Powerfully understated & very well composed, excellent expressive work.
Splinter429
I love your style man good work
Raithe
The treatment is beautiful & really reinforces the subject. Well done
efry_e
Great work done hear. I understand you too much... but we really can see and hear more than half. You came to the right place. Take care, Efry
t3
well balanced professional work here...
A_
you are so talented. and you speak straight to my heart.