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'Lost and Found' Duo-tone ~ May 11, 2005 Comments: The series 'Family Secrets' comes to a close with 'Lost and Found', but for many people of an abusive childhood, it never ends. These last few weeks I have relived many memories, gut wrenching and painful at times, the abuse suffered ends with me! It is a promise I made to my two dear and lovely children, Armont and Ariana who will never experience the pain or memories of having to suffer verbal and mental abuse, or physical beatings and sexual abuse I endured at the hands of my mother. The healing process for any abused person takes a life time. I would like to acknowledge Michelle Amarante's series 'Deliverance: Out Of Childhood' having inspired me to express my past in an artistic and creative way. Nothings was removed, added or changed on this blackboard. It is just as I found it in the attic storeroom of the Executive Club House in Hercules. ~ 'Family Secrets', the journey concludes ~ Thank you very much for the comments on 'Leave Through Many Doors to Find Yourself' the ninth in this series. Technical Information: CAMERA: Sony DSC-V1, Aperature priority setting to f-8, ISO100, EV -.07, Tripod LIGHT: Available light PHOTOSHOP NOTES: Adjustment in Auto Contrast, Auto Levels, and Levels, including Curves adjustment and conversion to B&W in Channel Mixer/RGB mode. Duo-tone settings have curve alterations and the secondary colour is R151/G132/B115. Final adjustment in brightness/contrast. Thank you for your visit Vielen dank f

Comments (17)


tvernuccio

1:17PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

shaking as i type. i don't have words. just tears falling. stomach is all knotted. your images spoke. i heard them all. thank you for being a voice for those of us who simply are unable to speak. i relate to those scribbles. if i could, i would come forward to make my mark. instead, you'll find me back in one of your closets, shivering...looking up at that lightbulb. as i told you in an IM yesterday, i just couldn't comment on your previous two. i will at some point. there are some doors i'm just not ready to open. i'm glad you did this. it's a journey i hope to make one day. thank you for showing us the writing on the wall...the scribbles which are decipherable. thanks for your courage. and thanks for addressing this topic. i know you have touched many...myself included. salute...Perfect for Memorial Day...for all the lost souls. Thanks for the flag you've raised in honor of so many!

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TwoPynts

1:20PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

Again so much you could read into this. And what is more amazing is that this is found are and fit in so well as the closer of your moving series. This has been quite a journey you have taken us on. Not always easy, but worth it for a glimpse into your inner soul. As for the image, wow...hard to put it any one way. At first I thought of a child that intentionally misbehaves so it will have to stay after school so as to not have to go home and face the ravages of abuse. But on futher study, I think what suits it more is seeing it as the jumbled, tortured thoughts of a child that know not where to turn because the ones they are supposed to trust cannot be. Danke f das Aussetzen uns in solch einer Weise Egmont und f das Teilen Ihrer Schmerz mit uns in solch einer kstlerischer Weise.

ebsmooth

1:45PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

cool find!!! talk about black and white, there's very little in between which is fantastic, makes for excellent contrast!!! very well done Egmont!!!

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Zacko

2:38PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

OOOOOOH Wow, that is such an original shot! Much to be seen in that one, great find indeed! And also....IT WORKS PERFECT IN BLACK AND WHITE, LOL. #:o) Have a grand weekend!!!

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bpmac

5:12PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

A wonderful photo and a great idea that fits perfectly with your series concept. It's amazing and inspiring that you can share your personal triumph with a public audience. You survived, you're here, and you've broken the cycle. Congratulations, it's beautiful day! BIG VOTE

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Akinom

5:32PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

To me it IS the perfect image to end this most touching series... the experiences of abused persons are witten in their souls... some only in small letters, some are blurred, some are almost gone... but there are some written in very big letters and are most difficult to get blurred or deleted. Thanks for taking us with you on this painful journey through your memories, Egmont! Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings. Thanks for this important statement against abuse! v*****

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Margana

6:57PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

I am sorry to be commenting on the end of a series I have not yet seen.But I will definately look at it.I just want to make sure I have the proper time to give it.If the image of the doors today is any indication then it will be a very moving experience.You have a beautiful gift.Thank you in advance for sharing your thoughts and images with us.I hope it was cathartic for you.Glad to have found you again,Egmont.

logiloglu

9:41PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

an excellent eye for detail. there is a story in this image. i like the graphic quality. superb done,Egmont. v #:O)

cynlee

11:36PM | Fri, 27 May 2005

i applaud your series egmont... this image makes me think of the grown adult, teacher perhaps, that is still haunted by memories... it's one of those "i wish i had thought of this" images :]

Tedz

1:51AM | Sat, 28 May 2005

A fine end to an emotion filled Series....salute

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Hedepo

12:39PM | Sat, 28 May 2005

A very good find and the whole series was very impressive!! Amazing to see that chalk last for a while, with your photo for much longer!! A very clever black and white!! Have a wonderful weekend Henk!!

ana-maria

2:32PM | Sun, 29 May 2005

Very impressive and fantastic quality. Une grande finale!

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Prinzessin

6:40AM | Mon, 30 May 2005

I really dont know what to say... Its so emotional and its sooo sad. All the pain, your pain is speaking out of his image... Its like all the thoughts one might have, while enduring all the pain and abuse... Its just thrilling!! I cant imagine, but makes me sad and scared because of all the things human beings do to each other, especially to their own children sometimes... Its a shame...!!! I feel with you, in my options... hugs Thank you for sharing all your thoughts and pain and your attempt of overcoming, what an honour to all of us..!! :-) Send you a tender smile with all my heart...

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sossy

5:07PM | Mon, 30 May 2005

blackboard, like in a school of life...written and screamed out feelings, pain, experiances, learning process... impressive and touching series! don't know how many of us were suffering and fighting with the past, I am no exception! thanks a lot for your courage and trust! ;o))))))))))

Michelle A.

7:07AM | Sat, 04 June 2005

I am trying to catch up with my endless ebots.... this is such a deeply touching image. And I imagine this is the "object de art" that you spoke of in our emails? Indeed a superb ending to this series.

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nathalie06

5:01AM | Mon, 13 June 2005

Your journey touches has its end, and this blackboard covered of words is a very impressive image. I imagine that to make this series of photographs will have been difficult for you. And that that will have made emerge the demons of the past. But by putting words on emotions that also makes it possible to evacuate many things. Everyone is not able to do it, and that requires much courage. I have evil has to write what I feel by seeing your photographs, but like a sponge, I absorbed your emotions, I divided them, and I smell myself very near to you, as others are. The suffering, like the joy, bring closer the people and through these emotions, we learn how to know us, to feel us near the ones to the others. Beyond the words, beyond the cultural or linguistic differences, the feelings, the emotions, are the same ones... I agree with Michelle, it's really a great end for your series. Take care of you. Hugs. Nathalie

BibbyBear

6:39AM | Sat, 21 April 2007

WOW - now there's inpsiration for me! I never thought of making an art out of my past, not that I think I could do it any justice in the way you have in this series - this is a wonderful testimant to who you are NOW! I too have seen this torture, but from another family member outside of the immediate family home and not verbal or physical, just sexual - it only hit me years later how much it had effected my life and then took me some years to move on past it. I now too enjoy life around me, enjoy my family and have found myself - thank you so much for having the strength to do this series. I will look further into your other galleries over the coming days. xx


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