BIO
Hi there (LOL) this is me Susan This was about 41/2 yrs ago I still look the same only my hair is shorter:) I have been married for 25yrs to Danny and have a son Bruce 31,by my first husband, I am also owned by my wonderful confidante, Winston my darling daschaund and Mere Kitty the new Persian kitten:) I am a Breast Cancer Survivor, was in remission but it has mestastized from my breast to my spine (bone cancer) Can't operate or do a biopsy even due to the location....My Dr told me if they were to go in...and do a biopsy ,they know air would touch it and well that would be all of me.........and I would soon be down for the count...my family Dr said he thought it was just wonferful..
I am currently taking chemo and stay in pain a lot of the time.....please forgive me if I don't answer your ebots right away.......Somedays I stay in bed for 2 to 3 days.....and wake up in the middle of the night crying in pain....I am trying to have a cheerful attitude with this and just thanking God I can wake up every day and try to smile and enjoy life..
I love to garden, read, take pics and play with my daschaund..I also have poems on Allpoetry.com under the name of Blushfulmoon......Would love to get them published someday....If you go visit me please tell me your from Renderosity.....Thank you for all your comments and keep me in your prayers..I need them so bad.....Oh I forgot to mention I am 52 years old....born March 25th 1955 making me an Aries..I am very true to what the astrologers say about the sign..........I make friends easy..sometimes quick tempered but cool off in a manner of minutes.....I can't stand anyone being mad at me........LOL.......I am so thankful for all the friends I have made here on Renderosity.....You are all special in my heart:)
Love all of you all
Hugs n love
Susan aka Blush
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Comments (86)
Bossie_Boots
Well Susan i for one dont mind you post what you want i want to know to and you do need to talk it helps i lost my nan with cancer gave her pallative care too your a brave lady and a fighter and i know the power of preyer is going to help you take no notice how can you offend anyone im saying no more because well you take care susan your in my thoughts and preyers and you post what you want in my gallery even if its a rant and my mail box is always open to you too hugs luv ya sis lou x
Feliciti
wonderful macro shot !! send all my best thoughts for you!!
nefertiabet
Stunning flowers, nice shot!!!
crystalknight
Beautiful image! Thank you for inviting me to see it, excellent work!
Dreamdesigner
Amazingly superb macro shot Susan!..Beautiful flover,excellent photography..I'm always want to hear news from you,And you post what you want in my gallery..My mailbox and heart always open to you..I'll pray for you,take care,God bless you my new,amazingly gifted,brave friend...:-)))))
flaviok
Soberba macro, magnifico presente de aniversário, aplausos (5) PS: pensamentos e orações estão com você
capelito
Beautiful work.
jendellas
Love the Birthday dedi to Lynell. Sorry your health is not good. I carn't understand why some people are like they are. I think its good to talk, take care Susan, all positive thoughts coming your way. xxxx
magnus073
Susan, this is such a lovely capture and a truly marvelous birthday dedi also. Keeping you in my prayers my friend.
flavia49
amazing picture!!
RodS
A beautiful flower photo, Susan! So sorry to hear about your diagnosis - you're in my thoughts and prayers. And if you feel like sharing news about your health in your comments, you go right ahead. With two very elderly relatives in the final chapter of thier lives, both fighting cancer, I know what you are dealing with, my friend. If it helps you, it's OK in my book! :-D
davidoblad
Very pretty capture Susan. Hope you had a great 4Th. Hugs Dave :^)
drifterlee
Beautiful dedication!
mikeerson
Your flower reminds me of some fireworks my Wife and I watched from our back patio... we had the whole area to ourselves, no one around and ALMOST a perfect view of the show... Sorry to hear your cancer is further along than you knew - and I read what you wrote some people have a hard time with the writings. I for one welcome the writings. It's very personal and it helps us all understand what you're going through. I've often thought to myself if or when I get diagnosed with cancer I'd try and look at it as a "Golden Ticket" and you're getting the heads up that your journey into the unknown is approaching... it's as if you're on vacation and being called home... Try not put yourself in tearful situations - enjoy what you have left to the fullest - many people live with cancer for DECADES... none of us get out of here alive... TOTALLY AWESOME PICTURE, YOU AUGHT TO MAKE A POSTER OF IT.
pennykay
Such a beautiful capture Sis! I look forward to your post and news- and I will continue to keep you in my prayers hon. It's been a rough month I lost my mother June 13th to heart attack and just trying to come up for air! May God bless you Sis and strengthen you. Many Hugs!! Love ya Sis!
LivingPixels
super shot susan forever thinking of you my friend!
npauling
A very beautiful capture of this lovely flower and it was great that you were able to get out to get some photos. I'm looking forward to seeing them all. I'm so sorry to hear that your cancer is stage 4 but I hope you don't let it win. This is a great support site and it upsets me to think that someone could be so horrible about your comments. I hope you do keep us all up to date. Glad you were able to have a little of the 4th of July BBQ.
adorety
Beautiful flower and a beautiful shot to show it. Share all you like if it helps, you're in our thoughts.
tennesseecowgirl
Susan this means so much to me that you took the time to think of me considering everything you are going through. I hope the treatment they have you on now will help I can not even imagine all you are going through, you seem to stay so positive and upbeat, you are certainly a strong woman. Hang in there and please know I am thinking of you. I love this image, I was up in the mountains for a couple days for my birthday and on the way driving home I saw these type of trees that you have posted for me and I was trying to remember the name and know I know lol they are so pretty and the sides of the road through part of the Smokey Mountains is just full of them this time of year. Thanks again for the thought, I love the image. Big hugsss sis..
CaressingTheDark
So gorgeous
schonee
Sweetie I am sending you a big hug I do keep you in my thoughts. Beautiful image!
adrie
Dear Susan, this such a beautiful capture and birthday dedi to Lynell. You know that you always can send me a site-mail dear Susan if you want too. I also can not understand why some people are so cruel. You can post and write what you want my dear sis Susan.....you and yours will always be in my prayers......keep your head up my girl.....big hugs Adrie.
stolta
Wow, very beautiful,God bless you my friend!!!
linwhite
Susan, you can give me updates anytime. I don't always get around other places, but I do read all my comments. How could anyone say that to you, who are so brave and consistently sweet to EVERYONE!!!! Your images convey the depth of beauty in your soul, so thanks for posting and keep the updates coming.
kbrog
Beautiful Mimosa and a lovely capture and dedi! :)
helanker
OH What a marvellous bloom so pretty and delicate. Susan, I wish you all the best and alot of strength in the fight against this sickness.
sandra46
S U P E R L A T I VE !!!
alida
you can write whatever you want on your post:)sorry a bout n 4:)I've never liked it a a number.take care
DennisReed
Absolutely Beautiful Photography Susan. Continued prayers that you may bloom with life like this! Hugs!
wysiwig
A very neat image. Looks like little fiber optic cables. For those who don't want to hear about your health I suggest that they shut off the tv, turn off the radio and lock themselves in their homes least they see or hear something that might upset them. Then the rest of us will have a better world to live in.