January 2013
Been at this site five years now and have seen a lot of growth - both artistically and spiritually thanks to the many good friends I have met here. I work with Poserpro2012, photoshop CS6, PSPX2, Perfect Effects 3 and Photomatrix 4. I love working in the material room and continue to find lots of growth there. I also do a lot of postwork fixing, special affects, and framing, all for which photoshop is indispensible. I love doing postwork; no image is anywhere near complete without it.
In the last year or so I've added quite a bit of photography to my gallery. I started with a Nikon Coolpix 9100 point and shoot. It gives amazing quality and its small size makes it easy to pack around and just grab some shots as they come into my vision. I still use it for sneaky people shots but now I use a Nikon D5100 DSLR for my more serious keeper work. Had I known how all consuming my passion for photography would become I should have jumped to a D600 low end pro camera.In my gallery you will see mostly storylines based upon my own visions and versions of Mesopotamian Mythology, sprinkled with some Celtic works and an occasional pinup or two and quite a few special requests. I have long been a writer, though a terrible speller, and so most of my images come with a storyline or poem. No image seems complete to me without words to accompany them.In high school I trained in both the Sciences and Fine Arts but when I went to university I had to choose one or the other and so I went with the life sciences. Art dropped out of my life for a long time... though I never gave up my interest in archeology and mythology. I wound up with a graduate degree in the life sciences with majors in physical geography, ecology and evolutionary biology. My love of nature and a deep naturalistic spirituality eventually led me to the wikkan tradition.Some five and a half years ago I discovered poser after coming across some great 3-d art on the web and after some six months of stumble bum practice I joined this site.Doing this type of art has released many visions and stories that were locked up inside my soul for many ages. It has allowed me to explore the life and times of my primal spiritual ancestor, a girl also named Roxanne, who lived in the Sumerian regions. She whispers the stories of these classic legends in my mind and I create the images to go with them.My stories are mostly written as dialogue and they tend to be rather long. So grab a coffee, a tea or better yet a beer, kick back, relax and stay a while.I hope you enjoy your stay here.Hugs and blessed beRoxy
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Comments (32)
Faemike55
I am so sorry to hear this. Of all the diseases out there plaguing mankind, Alzheimer's is surely the cruelest on of all. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers
ladylake
I know your pain...my father suffered from this also. :-( Take care of your Mom. PM if you like....sometimes it helps to talk.
odile
This is very touching. Strong picture and words.
Erynn
This is such a touching image and it's hard to deal with such a situation. hugs
chaylastorm
That is so sad. Having been a carer in an Aged home.. I know the pain you must be going through. As ladylake says.. take care of your mum.. she has lost her partner as you have lost your dad. It is such a cruel disease. Take care and I'll be thinking of you and your family.. keep strong. Big hug... Ohh.. yes.. it's a great picture full of feeling and sadness.
JohnDelaquiox
I'm sorry to hear about your dad, It's slowly happening to mine. He is just too old and refuses to give up on anything so he ends up with too much on his shoulders. maybe you could try to instead of getting him to remember you stick around and try to get to know each other all over again. It sometimes works but not always.
barryjeffer
This is sad... That is a cruel fate for your father and for those of you who love him. My heart-felt condolences for your family's loss.
renecyberdoc
very sorry to hear and i agree with mike about the cruelty of this disease.
Heitaikai
I'm very sorry to hear this. Alzheimer is such a cruel desease that is so hard and sad to deal with. You created a wonderful image for your dad and found very touching words. All the best to you and your family!
NetWorthy Online Now!
I am so sorry Roxy. Yes, this happened to me and my mother too so I know exactly what you are going through. My prayers go out to you and the rest of your family. Please drop a line to me if you need to talk...
FaeMoon
Roxy, I'm sorry for this day. It's a very heartbreaking moment when it comes. My grandmother had this disease and it was difficult when it came for us. My mom cried so often because her mom could not recognize her anymore and so did I when I didn't see the light of knowing who I was in her eyes. big hug A beautiful and poignant portrait.
MineFujiko
I am so sorry to hear this. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers
magnus073
Roxie, this is such sad news my friend and I'm so sorry your family has to deal with this dread disease. You are in my prayers.
fransjorgen
Dear Roxie, I am so sorry to hear , what has happened. Your touching image and words made a big impression to me. All the best in these difficult days to you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Frans
West_coaster07
Sorry to hear this...
adrie
Dear Roxy, I am so sorry to hear about this news. Alzheimer is indeed a dreadful disease my dear friend, you and yours are in my prayers and thoughts.
Finnerman
I´m so sorry to hear about your dad. Your image is so touching, remember the happy time you spent with him.
drifterlee
That's a terrible thing to live with. My Dad died two years ago, but he kept his memory. I feel for you!
adorety
I'm so sorry. Truly painful, truly. Beautifully made image, so bittersweet.
Sepiasiren
Oh wow what a poignant portrait. The thing I love about your stuff is I never know quite what I will see when I click and I am almost always taken aback by the loveliness and depth of the imagery! My love to you in regards to the painful catalyst for this portrait hugs
RodS
Oh, Roxy, this brings the tears, my dear friend. It's just soooo heartbreaking. My grandmother on my dad's side had this - it was truly a sad, sad thing to see. I fear my dad is going down the same path - his memory slips a little more each week. Know that you are in my thoughts, my friend. This is a beautiful and very moving portrait and poem.
eekdog Online Now!
so very sorry Roxy dear, i hope you understand it will happen with that dreadful disease. i know it's got to hurt. but i hope you don't hold it against him. my thoughts and prayers are with you both. and i'm sure your dad is still a wonderful man hon. hugs.. your image is just totally gripping, the realism is second to none!!
Dreamdesigner
I think,Alzheimer is very Common disease in our world!I'm really sorry for you Roxy,but My late fathers last disease was a Alzheimer too,I really know well How is this pain!World is a cruel place!....You and your father are in my thoughts and prayers now my friend!.....As for your render;There's an Amazing expression-pose and lighting in this portrait,Stunning work of yours,as always!...
DrCarl
I really feel for you friend... this must be so hard thank you for sharing this with us and the image is very powerful as are your words hugs from afar Carl
twelvemark21
I fear far to many of us know and love someone who is afflicted with this cruelest of illnesses. You have been blessed, by knowing your fathers love for you and that love is something that you will be never be able to forget. My thoughts and prayers go with you and your family...
zil2008
So sorry to hear this news sweetie. It is a terrible disease that takes so many of our loved one. Beautiful image to show us the devastation of this illness. Big comforting hugs sweetie.
Jonrea
Great artwork, my commiserations for your fathers condition.
RJS
Oh, Roxy, this brought me to tears. Like many others here, I know the pain you feel from personal experience with Alzheimer's in the family. Your beautiful, moving image and words bring that pain into sharp focus, and all we can do is offer you our virtual hugs. At least you had a father; hold onto the fond memories for what comfort they afford. My thoughts are with you, dear friend.
vitachick
My mom died of Alzheimers also. Know what you and your mom were going through. That is one terrible disease..My condolences.....
tamburro
I am sad to hear that. Wish you all the best for his father and his entire family. Great picture my friend! Hugs.