Lost - for my Dad by brewgirlca

Poser • People • posted on Oct 31, 2011

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I knew it would happen sometime It was inevitable that it would Still the knowing did not make it easier When it happened as it could I went to see him yesterday My mom had said he asked for me But when I got there to see him He could not see me He was lost; lost in the fog Not dead but still not there He was walking down the hall I said "Hello Dad," But he did not hear my call No smile, no touch, no pause My Dad is now lost; lost in the fog My dad has suffered from Alzheimer's for over 7 years now. He has been in a special home for almost the last two. He often has trouble knowing me, but yesterday was the first time that I could not make him recognize me - at all.

Comments (32)

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Faemike55

8:59AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I am so sorry to hear this. Of all the diseases out there plaguing mankind, Alzheimer's is surely the cruelest on of all. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers

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ladylake

9:02AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I know your pain...my father suffered from this also. :-( Take care of your Mom. PM if you like....sometimes it helps to talk.

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odile

9:14AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

This is very touching. Strong picture and words.

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Erynn

9:15AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

This is such a touching image and it's hard to deal with such a situation. hugs

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chaylastorm

9:29AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

That is so sad. Having been a carer in an Aged home.. I know the pain you must be going through. As ladylake says.. take care of your mum.. she has lost her partner as you have lost your dad. It is such a cruel disease. Take care and I'll be thinking of you and your family.. keep strong. Big hug... Ohh.. yes.. it's a great picture full of feeling and sadness.

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JohnDelaquiox

9:50AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I'm sorry to hear about your dad, It's slowly happening to mine. He is just too old and refuses to give up on anything so he ends up with too much on his shoulders. maybe you could try to instead of getting him to remember you stick around and try to get to know each other all over again. It sometimes works but not always.

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barryjeffer

10:04AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

This is sad... That is a cruel fate for your father and for those of you who love him. My heart-felt condolences for your family's loss.

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renecyberdoc

10:17AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

very sorry to hear and i agree with mike about the cruelty of this disease.

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Heitaikai

10:26AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I'm very sorry to hear this. Alzheimer is such a cruel desease that is so hard and sad to deal with. You created a wonderful image for your dad and found very touching words. All the best to you and your family!

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NetWorthy

10:30AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I am so sorry Roxy. Yes, this happened to me and my mother too so I know exactly what you are going through. My prayers go out to you and the rest of your family. Please drop a line to me if you need to talk...

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FaeMoon

10:33AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

Roxy, I'm sorry for this day. It's a very heartbreaking moment when it comes. My grandmother had this disease and it was difficult when it came for us. My mom cried so often because her mom could not recognize her anymore and so did I when I didn't see the light of knowing who I was in her eyes. big hug A beautiful and poignant portrait.

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MineFujiko

11:15AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I am so sorry to hear this. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers

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magnus073

11:32AM | Mon, 31 October 2011

Roxie, this is such sad news my friend and I'm so sorry your family has to deal with this dread disease. You are in my prayers.

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fransjorgen

12:31PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

Dear Roxie, I am so sorry to hear , what has happened. Your touching image and words made a big impression to me. All the best in these difficult days to you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Frans

West_coaster07

12:57PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

Sorry to hear this...

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adrie

1:45PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

Dear Roxy, I am so sorry to hear about this news. Alzheimer is indeed a dreadful disease my dear friend, you and yours are in my prayers and thoughts.

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Finnerman

1:59PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I´m so sorry to hear about your dad. Your image is so touching, remember the happy time you spent with him.

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drifterlee

3:05PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

That's a terrible thing to live with. My Dad died two years ago, but he kept his memory. I feel for you!

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adorety

3:10PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I'm so sorry. Truly painful, truly. Beautifully made image, so bittersweet.

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Sepiasiren

3:20PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

Oh wow what a poignant portrait. The thing I love about your stuff is I never know quite what I will see when I click and I am almost always taken aback by the loveliness and depth of the imagery! My love to you in regards to the painful catalyst for this portrait hugs

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RodS

4:32PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

Oh, Roxy, this brings the tears, my dear friend. It's just soooo heartbreaking. My grandmother on my dad's side had this - it was truly a sad, sad thing to see. I fear my dad is going down the same path - his memory slips a little more each week. Know that you are in my thoughts, my friend. This is a beautiful and very moving portrait and poem.

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eekdog

6:08PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

so very sorry Roxy dear, i hope you understand it will happen with that dreadful disease. i know it's got to hurt. but i hope you don't hold it against him. my thoughts and prayers are with you both. and i'm sure your dad is still a wonderful man hon. hugs.. your image is just totally gripping, the realism is second to none!!

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Dreamdesigner

8:20PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I think,Alzheimer is very Common disease in our world!I'm really sorry for you Roxy,but My late fathers last disease was a Alzheimer too,I really know well How is this pain!World is a cruel place!....You and your father are in my thoughts and prayers now my friend!.....As for your render;There's an Amazing expression-pose and lighting in this portrait,Stunning work of yours,as always!...

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DrCarl

9:14PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I really feel for you friend... this must be so hard thank you for sharing this with us and the image is very powerful as are your words hugs from afar Carl

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twelvemark21

10:24PM | Mon, 31 October 2011

I fear far to many of us know and love someone who is afflicted with this cruelest of illnesses. You have been blessed, by knowing your fathers love for you and that love is something that you will be never be able to forget. My thoughts and prayers go with you and your family...

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zil2008

12:14AM | Tue, 01 November 2011

So sorry to hear this news sweetie. It is a terrible disease that takes so many of our loved one. Beautiful image to show us the devastation of this illness. Big comforting hugs sweetie.

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Jonrea

4:55AM | Tue, 01 November 2011

Great artwork, my commiserations for your fathers condition.

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RJS

7:53AM | Tue, 01 November 2011

Oh, Roxy, this brought me to tears. Like many others here, I know the pain you feel from personal experience with Alzheimer's in the family. Your beautiful, moving image and words bring that pain into sharp focus, and all we can do is offer you our virtual hugs. At least you had a father; hold onto the fond memories for what comfort they afford. My thoughts are with you, dear friend.

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